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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    9:39 am
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    "She will that, and the babe too, if it's not dead some time past
    There's no movement
    "Don't wait, then, Joseph
    For the love of God, man, it's her only hope Colum kept his voice
    steady, commandingScarlett stirred feverishly on the bloody
    mattressRosaleen Fitzpatrick sponged her lips with water, squeezed
    a
    few drops tiffany toggle heart between themScarlett's eyelids quivered then opened
    Her
    eyes were glazed with fever
    "Joseph! I order youHe raised his big
    muscled arm over Scarlett's mounded bellyLightning glittered on the
    blade of the knife in his hand"Who is that?" said Scarlett
    distinctly"Saint Patrick preserve me!" cried the smith"Who's
    that lovely ladies omega constellation lady, Colum, in the beautiful white gown?" The smith
    dropped the knife on the floor and backed awayHis hands were
    stretched in front of him, palms outward, fending off histerror
    The wind swirled, caught a branch, hurled it crashing through the
    window above the sinkShards of glass cut Joseph O'Neill's arms, now
    crossed fendi b over his headHe fell to the floor, screaming, and through the
    open window the wind screamed in above himShrieking noise was
    everywhere-outside, inside, within the smith's screaming, around and
    on
    the howling wind, in the storm, in the distance beyond the storm, a
    wailing in the windThe flames in the lamps jumped and chanel tote wavered and
    some went outQuietly in the midst of the storm's intrusion the
    kitchen door was opened and closed againA wide shawled figure
    walked
    across the kitchen, among the terrorized people, to the windowIt
    was
    a woman with a creased round face
    She reached into the sink and twisted one of the towels, wringing out
    the women rolex bloo
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    9:39 am
    @@@@@ “Perfect,” I moaned, sinking down into a
    @@@@@
    “Perfect,” I moaned, sinking down into a crouch, though I was still afraid of the black ground
    beneath meWho would have thought it would end so… so trivially?
    How anticlimacticThe claw beast on the Mists Planet, sureAt least there'd be some dignity in
    being taken down bythat”
    Melanie's answering tone made me picture her rolling her eyesNothing is
    going to eat youNow lie down and get some restTomorrow will be harder than today
    “Thanks for the good news,” I grumbledShe was turning into a tyrantIt made me think of the
    human axiomGive him an inch and he'll take a mileBut I was more exhausted than I realized,
    and as I settled unwillingly to the ground, I found it impossible not to slump down on the rough,
    gravelly dirt and let my eyes close
    It seemed like just minutes later when the morning dawned, blindingly bright and already hot
    enough to have me sweatingI was crusted in dirt and rocks when I woke; my right arm was
    pinned under me and had lost feelingI shook out the tingles and then reached into my pack for
    some water
    Melanie did not approve, but I ignored herI looked for the half-empty bottle I'd last drunk
    from, rummaging through the fulls and empties until I began to see a pattern
    With a slowly growing sense of alarm, I started countingThere were two
    more empties than there were fullsI'd already used up more than half my water supply
    I told you that you were drinking too much
    I didn't answer her, but I pulled the pack on without taking a drinkMy mouth felt horrible, dry
    and sandy and tasting of bileI tried to ignore that, tried to stop running my sandpaper tongue
    over my gritty teeth, and started walking
    My stomach was harder to ignore than my mouth as the sun rose higher and hotter above
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    9:42 am
    @@@@@ Wireman gave him a duh look, then turned
    @@@@@
    Wireman gave him a duh look, then turned to me
    "What do you think, muchacho? On we go?"
    I took a quick inventoryWireman had the red
    basket; Jack had the bag with the food in it; I
    had my art suppliesI wasn't sure just what we
    were going to do if the rest of Elizabeth's
    drawings had blown away in the storm that had torn
    the roof off the ruin just ahead (or if there were
    no more pictures), but we had come this far and we
    had to do somethingIlse insisted on that, from
    my bones and heart
    xii
    We had reached the point where the driveway began
    to be overgrown with strangler fig when I saw that
    black thing go flickering through the high tangle
    of weeds to the right of the houseThis time Jack
    saw it, too
    951
    "Someone's there," he said
    "I didn't see anyone," Wireman saidHe set down
    the picnic basket and armed sweat from his brow
    "Switch with me awhile, JackYou take the basket
    and I'll take the foodYou're young and strong
    Wireman's old and used upHe'll die soo - holy
    shit what's that!"
    He staggered back from the basket and would have
    fallen if I hadn't caught him around the waist
    Jack shouted with surprise and horror
    The man came bursting from the undergrowth just
    ahead on our leftThere was no way he could have
    been there - Jack and I had glimpsed him fifty
    yards away only seconds before - but he wasHe
    was a black man but not a human beingWe never
    mistook him for an actual human beingFor one
    thing, his legs, cocked and clad in blue breeches,
    did not move as he passed in front of usNor did
    he stir the thick mat of strangler fig springing
    up all around himYet his lips grinned; his eyes
    rolled with jolly malevolenceHe wore a peaked
    cap with a button on top, and that was somehow the
    worst
    952
    I thought if I had to look at that cap for long,
    it would drive me
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    9:47 am
    @@@@@ And so saying, she walked hastily out of
    @@@@@ And so saying, she walked hastily out
    of the room, leaving awkward feelings to more than one, but exciting
    small compassion in any except Fanny, who had been a quiet
    auditor of the whole, and who could not think of her as under the
    agitations of jealousy without great pity
    A short silence succeeded her leaving them; but her brother soon
    returned to business and Lovers’ Vows, and was eagerly looking over
    the play, with MrYates’s help, to ascertain what scenery would be
    necessary—while Maria and Henry Crawford conversed together
    in an under-voice, and the declaration with which she began of, “I
    am sure I would give up the part to Julia most willingly, but that
    though I shall probably do it very ill, I feel persuaded she would do
    it worse,” was doubtless receiving all the compliments it called for
    When this had lasted some time, the division of the party was
    completed by Tom Bertram and MrYates walking off together to
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    Jane Austen
    consult farther in the room now beginning to be called the Theatre,
    and Miss Bertram’s resolving to go down to the Parsonage herself
    with the offer of Amelia to Miss Crawford; and Fanny remained
    alone
    The first use she made of her solitude was to take up the volume
    which had been left on the table, and begin to acquaint herself with
    the play of which she had heard so muchHer curiosity was all
    awake, and she ran through it with an eagerness which was suspended
    only by intervals of astonishment, that it could be chosen in
    the present instance, that it could be proposed and accepted in a
    private theatre! Agatha and Amelia appeared to her in their different
    ways so totally improper for home representation—the situation
    of one, and the language of the other, so unfit to be expressed
    by any woman of modesty, that she could hardly suppose her cousins
    could be aware of what they were engaging in; and longed to
    have them roused as soon as possible by the remonstrance which
    Edmund would certainly make
    122
    Mansfield Park
    CHAPTER XV
    MISS CRAWFORD accepted the part very readily; and soon after Miss
    Bertram’s return from the Parsonage, MrRushworth arrived, and
    another character was consequently castHe had the offer of Count
    Cassel and Anhalt, and at first did not know which to chuse, and
    wanted Miss Bertram to direct him; but upon being made to understand
    the different style of the characters, and which was which,
    and recollecting that he had once seen the play in London, and had
    thought Anhalt a very stupid fellow, he soon decided for the Count
    Miss Bertram approved the decision, for the less he had to learn the
    better; and though she could not sympathise in his wish that the
    Count and Agatha might be to act together, nor wait very patiently
    while he was slowly turning over the leaves with the hope of still
    discovering such a scene, she very kindly took his part in hand, and
    curtailed every speech that admitted being shortened; besides pointing
    out the necessity of his being very much dressed, and chusing
    his coloursRushworth liked the idea of his finery very well,
    though affecting to despise it; and was too much engaged with what
    his own appearance would be to think of the others, or draw any of
    those conclusions, or feel any of that displeasure which Maria had
    been half prepared for
    Thus much was settled before Edmund, who had been out all the
    morning, knew anything of the matter; but when he entered the
    drawing-room before dinner, the buzz of discussion was high between
    Tom, Maria, and MrRushworth stepped forward
    with great alacrity to tell him the agreeable news
    “We have got a play,” said he“It is to be Lovers’ Vows; and I am
    to be Count Cassel, and am to come in first with a blue dress and a
    pink satin cloak, and afterwards am to have another fine fancy suit,
    by way of a shooting-dressI do not know how I shall like it
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    Fanny’s eyes followed Edmund, and her heart beat for him as she
    heard this speech, and saw his look, and felt what his sensations
    must be
    “Lovers’ Vows!” in a tone of the greatest amazement, was his only
    reply to MrRushworth, and he turned towards his brother and sisters
    as if hardly doubting a contradiction“After all our debatings and difficulties, we
    find there is nothing that will suit us altogether so well, nothing so
    unexceptionable, as Lovers’ VowsThe wonder is that it should not
    have been thought of beforeMy stupidity was abominable, for here
    we have all the advantage of what I saw at Ecclesford; and it is so
    useful to have anything of a model! We have cast almost every part
    “But what do you do for women?” said Edmund gravely, and looking
    at Maria
    Maria blushed in spite of herself as she answered, “I take the part
    which Lady Ravenshaw was to have done, and” (with a bolder eye)
    “Miss Crawford is to be Amelia
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    9:39 am
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    For a moment he was uneasyDid it make any difference which foot it was? He was a leftie and maybe it'd be better to shoot the right foot, or were they both the same? He thought of asking Polack, and immediately dropped the ideaThis kind of thing he'd have to play aloneIn a couple of weeks, on a day when nothing was doing, he could take care of that little detailHe'd birkin bag hermes be in the hospital for a while, for three months, six months, but thenHe lit a cigarette and watched the clouds dissolve into one another, feeling agreeably sorry for himself because he was going to have to lose a foot and it was not his fault
    Red picked at a sore on his hand, examining maternally the ridges and creases of his knucklesThere was no kidding himself any longerHis kidneys were shot, his gucci bookbag legs would begin to break down soon, all through his body he could feel the damage the patrol had causedProbably it had taken things out of him he would never be able to put back againWell, it was the old men who got it, MacPherson on Motome, and then Wilson, it was probably fair enoughAnd there was always the chance of getting hit and coming out of it with a million-dollar woundWhat difference did it silver chanel make anyway? Once a man turned yellowHe coughed, lying flat on his back, the phlegm gagging him slightlyIt took an effort of will to prop himself on his elbow and hawk the sputum out onto the floor of the boat
    "Hey, Jack," one of the pilots on the stern hatch yelled, "keep the boat cleanWe don't want to scrub it after you guys
    "Aaah, blow it out," Polack shouted
    Croft called from his bunk, "Let's cartier santos watch cut out that spittin', men
    There were no answersRed nodded to himselfIt was there, all right; he had waited a little anxiously for Croft to say something, had been relieved when Croft had not scolded him by name
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    9:39 am
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    wrong with the Wilkeses
    They did all their living out of books, not lifeBut maybe the boy
    would be all rightIf he knew lumber already, there was hope for
    him
    Now, if Ashley would just not get all stiff-necked, she had chanel earrings one more
    promise to Melly that she could settleScarlett put her hand on
    Ashley's sleeve"I've got a big favor to beg," she said
    Her eyes were wide with entreaty"Anything, Scarlett, you should
    know
    that Ashley covered her hand with his"I'd like for you to men omega watch promise
    that you'll let me send Beau to University and then with Wade on a
    Grand TourIt would mean a lot to me-after all, I think about him as
    practically my son, too, seeing that I was there when he was born
    And
    I've come into really a lot of money lately, so that's no Prada Purse problemYou
    can't be so mean that you'd say no
    "Scarlett "Ashley's smile was goneHe looked very seriousOh,
    bother, he's going to be difficultThank goodness, here's that
    slowpoke girl with the coffeeHe can't talk in front of her and I'll
    have a chance to jump in again rolex watches for sale before he has a chance to say no
    "How
    many spoons of sugar, Ashley? I'll fix your cup Ashley took the cup
    from her hand, put it on the table"Let the coffee wait for a minute,
    Scarlett He took her hand in his His eyes
    were softly luminousScarlett's thoughts were fendi b distra
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    9:40 am
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    Jared was facing Jeb now, one hand held out in front of him, palm up, fingers curled limply
    Now that the others were gone, their bodies slumped into a looser stanceJeb was even grinning
    under his thick beard, as though he'd enjoyed the standoff at gunpoint
    “Please ladies gucci watch don't put this on me, Jeb,” Jared said“Kyle is right about one thing–Ican't make a
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    “No one said you had to decide this secondShe's not going anywhere Jeb glanced down at
    me, still grinningThe eye closest to me–the one Jared couldn't see–closed black quilted bag quickly and opened
    again“Not after all the trouble she took to get hereYou've got plenty of time to think
    it through
    “There's nothing to think throughBut I can't–I can't–Jeb, I can't just…” Jared
    couldn't seem to finish the sentence
    I'm not ready to die right this gucci tote second
    “Don't think about it, then,” Jeb told him“Maybe you'll figure something out later
    “What are we going todo with it? We can't keep watch on it round the clock“That'sexactly what we're going to have to do for a whileThings will calm
    downEven Kyle can't chanel classic bag preserve a murderous rage for more than a few weeks
    “A fewweeks? We can't afford to play guard down here for a fewweeksWe have other things
    –”
    “I know, I know“I'll figure something out
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    9:50 am
    @@@@@ "Unscrew the lens capTake out the
    @@@@@
    "Unscrew the lens capTake out the batteriesI'll hand you down the water
    Wireman laughed without humor"Wireman likes it,
    ninoBitch or
    birch, drown her and let's have done with her
    ix
    The fourth rung snappedThe ladder tilted, and I
    fell off with the flashlight still clamped between
    my side and my stump, first shining up at the
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    darkening sky, then illuminating lumps of coral
    coated with mossMy head connected with one of
    these and I saw starsA moment later I was lying
    on a jagged bed of bones and staring into Adriana
    Eastlake Paulson's eternal grinOne of those
    pallid toads leaped at me from between her mossy
    teeth and I batted at it with the barrel of the
    flashlight
    "Muchacho!" Wireman shouted, and Jack added, "Boss,
    are you all right!"
    I was bleeding from the scalp - I could feel it
    running down my face in warm streams - but I
    thought I was okay; certainly I had been through
    worse in the Land of a Thousand LakesAnd the
    ladder, although aslant, was still standingI
    looked to my right and there was the moss-covered
    Table Whiskey keg we'd come all this way to find
    There were two toads on it now instead of one
    They saw me looking and leaped into my face, eyes
    bulging, mouths gapingI had no doubt that Perse
    wished they had teeth, like Elizabeth's big boy
    Ah, the good old days
    "I'm okay," I said, batting the toads away and
    struggling to sit upBones broke beneath me and
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    all around me
    They were too old and damp to breakThey first
    bent, then poppedIt's okay
    to drop it in the bag, just try not to hit me in
    the head with it
    I looked at Nan Melda
    I'm going to take your silver bracelets, I told
    her, but it's not stealin
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    9:48 am
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    and spending the evening at the ParsonageYates, having
    never been with those who thought much of parental claims, or
    family confidence, could not perceive that anything of the kind was
    necessary; and therefore, thanking them, said, “he preferred remaining
    where he was, that he might pay his respects to the old gentleman
    handsomely since he was come; and besides, he did not think
    it would be fair by the others to have everybody run away
    Fanny was just beginning to collect herself, and to feel that if she
    staid longer behind it might seem disrespectful, when this point
    was settled, and being commissioned with the brother and sister’s
    apology, saw them preparing to go as she quitted the room herself
    to perform the dreadful duty of appearing before her uncle
    Too soon did she find herself at the drawing-room door; and after
    pausing a moment for what she knew would not come, for a courage
    which the outside of no door had ever supplied to her, she turned the
    lock in desperation, and the lights of the drawing-room, and all the
    collected family, were before herAs she omega de ville entered, her own name caught
    her earSir Thomas was at that moment looking round him, and
    saying, “But where is Fanny? Why do not I see my little Fanny?”—
    and on perceiving her, came forward with a kindness which astonished
    and penetrated her, calling her his dear Fanny, kissing her affectionately,
    and observing with decided pleasure how much she was
    grown! Fanny knew not how to feel, nor where to lookShe was quite
    oppressedHe had never been so kind, so very kind to her in his life
    His manner seemed changed, his voice was quick from the agitation
    of joy; and all that had been awful in his dignity seemed lost in tenderness
    He led her nearer the light and looked at her again—inquired
    particularly after her health, and then, correcting himself, observed
    that he need not inquire, for her appearance spoke sufficiently
    on that pointA fine blush having succeeded the previous paleness of
    her face, he was justified in his belief of her equal improvement in
    health and beautyHe inquired next after her family, especially William:
    and his kindness altogether was such as made her reproach herself
    for loving prada tote bag him so little, and thinking his return a misfortune; and
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    when, on having courage to lift her eyes to his face, she saw that he
    was grown thinner, and had the burnt, fagged, worn look of fatigue
    and a hot climate, every tender feeling was increased, and she was
    miserable in considering how much unsuspected vexation was probably
    ready to burst on him
    Sir Thomas was indeed the life of the party, who at his suggestion
    now seated themselves round the fireHe had the best right to be
    the talker; and the delight of his sensations in being again in his
    own house, in the centre of his family, after such a separation, made
    him communicative and chatty in a very unusual degree; and he
    was ready to give every information as to his voyage, and answer
    every question of his two sons almost before it was putHis business
    in Antigua had latterly been prosperously rapid, and he came directly
    from Liverpool, having had an opportunity of making his
    passage thither in a private vessel, instead of waiting for the packet;
    and all the little particulars of his proceedings and events, his omega seamaster watch arrivals
    and departures, were most promptly delivered, as he sat by Lady
    Bertram and looked with heartfelt satisfaction on the faces around
    him—interrupting himself more than once, however, to remark on
    his good fortune in finding them all at home—coming unexpectedly
    as he did—all collected together exactly as he could have wished,
    but dared not depend onRushworth was not forgotten: a most
    friendly reception and warmth of hand-shaking had already met
    him, and with pointed attention he was now included in the objects
    most intimately connected with MansfieldThere was nothing disagreeable
    in MrRushworth’s appearance, and Sir Thomas was liking
    him already
    By not one of the circle was he listened to with such unbroken,
    unalloyed enjoyment as by his wife, who was really extremely happy
    to see him, and whose feelings were so warmed by his sudden arrival
    as to place her nearer agitation than she had been for the last
    twenty yearsShe had been almost fluttered for a few minutes, and
    still remained so sensibly animated as to put away her work, move
    Pug from her side, and give all her attention and all the rest Jimmy choo of her
    sofa to her husbandShe had no anxieties for anybody to cloud her
    pleasure: her own time had been irreproachably spent during his
    absence: she had done a great deal of carpet-work, and made many
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    yards of fringe; and she would have answered as freely for the good
    conduct and useful pursuits of all the young people as for her own
    It was so agreeable to her to see him again, and hear him talk, to
    have her ear amused and her whole comprehension filled by his
    narratives, that she began particularly to feel how dreadfully she
    must have missed him, and how impossible it would have been for
    her to bear a lengthened absenceNorris was by no means to be compared in happiness to her
    sisterNot that she was incommoded by many fears of Sir Thomas’s
    disapprobation when the present state of his house should be known,
    for her judgment had been so blinded that, except by the instinctive
    caution with which she had whisked away MrRushworth’s pink
    satin cloak as her brother-in-law entered, she could hardly be said
    to shew any sign of alarm; but she was vexed by the manner of vintage omega watches his
    retur
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    9:39 am
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    “I can’t do that, Alex, and if you were me you couldn’t, eitherMy family’s not going to be
    free—really free—until Carlos is out of our lives
    “It’s not Carlos,” said Conklin, tiffany toggle heart interrupting
    “What? Yesterday you told me—”
    “Forget what I told you, I was wrongThis is out of Hong Kong, out of Macao
    “That doesn’t make sense, Alex! Hong Kong’s finished, Macao’s finishedThey’re dead and
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    “There is somewhereA great taipan, ‘the greatest taipan in fendi sale Hong Kong,’ according to the most
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    David Webb was briefly silent; then Jason Bourne spoke, his voice cold“Tell me everything
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    9:39 am
    @@@@@ In addition to the suite, a private drawing
    @@@@@ In addition to the suite, a private drawing room was
    reserved for Scarlett's useCharlotte showed it to her before they
    went down for teaThe finished portrait stood on a brass easel in a
    corner of the green brocaded roomScarlett looked at it with
    wonder
    Did she really look like that? That woman wasn't afraid of anything,
    and she felt as nervous as a catShe followed Charlotte downstairs in
    a dazeCharlotte identified some of the people at other tables in the
    sumptuous lounge"You'll meet them all eventuallyAfter you're
    presented, you'll serve tea and coffee in your drawing room every
    afternoonPeople will bring people to meet you Who? Scarlett
    wanted to askWho will bring people, and who are the people they'll
    bring? But she didn't botherCharlotte always knew what she was
    doingThe only thing Scarlett needed to be responsible for was not
    getting tangled up in her train when she backed away after her
    presentationSims were going to coach her with a
    practice presentation gown every day until The DayThe heavy white
    envelope bearing the Chamberlain's seal was delivered to the hotel the
    day after Scarlett arrived
    Charlotte's expression gave no hint of how relieved she wasOne
    never
    knew for sure about best-laid plansShe opened it with steady
    fingers,; "First Drawing Room," she said, "as expectedScarlett waited in a group of white-gowned girls and
    women
    on the landing outside the closed double doors to the Throne RoomIt
    seemed to her she'd been doing nothing but waiting for a hundred
    years
    Why on earth had she agreed to do this?
    Scarlett couldn't answer her own question, it was too complexIn part
    she was The O'hara, determined to conquer the EnglishIn part she
    was
    an American girl dazzled by the grandeur of the British Empire's roya]
    panoplyAt bottom, Scarlett had never in her life backed down from a
    challenge and never wo
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    9:49 am
    @@@@@My own tears pooled as I leaned over
    @@@@@My own tears pooled as I leaned over Walter's pillow
    You'd rather he died screaming?
    I just… I can't stand the… finalityI'll never see my friend again
    How many of your other friends have you gone back to visit, Wanderer?
    I've never had friends like this before
    My friends on other planets were all blurred together in my head; the souls were so similar,
    almost interchangeable in some waysWalter was distinctly himselfWhen he was gone, there
    would be no one who could fill his place
    I cradled Walter's head in my arms and let my tears fall onto his skinI tried to stifle my crying,
    but it made its way out regardless, a keening rather than sobsAnother first,Melanie whispered, and there was compassion in her toneCompassion for
    me–that was a first, too
    I just shook my head, not able to answer
    “I think you've been here too long,” he saidI felt his hand, light and warm, on my shoulder
    “You should take a break
    I shook my head again, still keening softly
    “You're worn out,” he said“Go clean up, stretch your legs“Will Walter be here when I get back?” I mumbled through my tears
    His eyes tightened anxiously“Do you want that?”
    “I'd like a chance to say goodbye“I know, Wanda, I knowYou get some air and
    then come backWalter will be sleeping for a while
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    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
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    “You got men!” exclaimed DeFazio
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